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<p><font face=verdana size=2><b>Accessory</b><br>
by <a href="mailto:cal@yearningvoid.net">Calico</a> </font>
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Nov 02
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<blockquote><p><b>Dedication</b>: for Lobelia! for being born an indeterminate number of years ago. 
<p><b>Oscar speech</b>: with thanks to Gloria for being superfast and buying lunch. Also, nothing would exist without a million sparks from Dale, who makes a much better mistress than I do. :)

<p><b>Cal</b>: I'm sick of people writing Orlando as this arrogant bastard who barely notices the guys he takes to bed.
<br><b>Cal</b>: I mean. where's the fun in that?</blockquote></font>
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Dom found Orlando sitting stone-silent at the end of his bed, half-dressed, 
a long-necked brown bottle abandoned by his foot, another standing by the 
bin.

<p><i>Not bad for 5pm</i>, Dom thought, standing straighter, clearing his 
throat. "You up for going out?"

<p>Orlando glanced at him, then back at the wall. The slice of eye-contact 
made Dom incredibly aware of what a pathetic excuse for a queerboy he was. 
Orlando was so-- ripe, so ready to be shaken and taken, and what was he 
doing about it? Nodding and smiling. Fool.

<p>"C'mon, now," Dom coaxed, striding over to him, ruffling that 
cobweb-heavy hair with one hand, still the tiniest bit damp. There was a 
crumpled towel on the bed, abandoned by Orlando's hip. It had dark dents to 
it, and Dom wondered how long Orlando'd been out the shower. If he'd arrived 
a few minutes earlier-- "We can't have you sitting around here dripping like 
a prat."

<p>"I'm not a prat," Orlando said, tucking his head back so Dom's hand 
almost slid onto his face. Dom ruffled his hair again; the oldest excuse in 
the book, but it worked, and Orlando looked hot like this, bare-shouldered 
with his face exposed. "And I'm dry."

<p>"What's that, then?" Dom said, nodding at the towel, pleased when Orlando 
twisted round to look. He had jeans on, sure, but the crunched muscle across 
his stomach didn't disappoint. Hair, too.

<p>"The towel I used to, guess what, <i>get dry</i>," Orlando said, looking 
back at his wall, and Dom cuffed him idly and rested his hand on his own 
hip. Orlando's hair really was cool, he thought. Thick and sort of stiff, 
like his palm'd lift away sleek with residue, except it hadn't. Also, 
Orlando was definitely fresh out the shower so unless he was a muppet like 
Billy said, he wouldn't have got round to putting stuff on it yet. Not that 
it mattered.

<p>"Whatever," he said, and Orlando chuckled, attention caught again. Dom 
blinked as he realised the wall was actually, from this angle, a mirror. He 
checked himself out quickly: not bad. Bit scruffy, but that was the point.

<p>"You sound like Liv," Orlando accused, and Dom raised his eyebrows.

<p>"Since when?"

<p>"What-evah, girlfriend," Orlando drawled, flicking his wrist at Dom's 
chest, and Dom caught his wrist, laughed.

<p>"Get dressed before I wind up thumping you," he said, and the threat made 
Orlando giggle, and Dom rolled his eyes in disgust. "I could take you," he 
insisted, and then, before the sexual connotations could overpower him, 
repeated, "I could take you on, any day."

<p>"I'm taller," Orlando said.

<p>"Yeah, but," Dom said, "think Gimli," flexing his muscles like a Playgirl 
twink, and Orlando grinned hazily and conceded his point.

<p>"Point," he said.

<p>"Just 'cause you agree with me doesn't mean you don't have to get 
dressed," Dom reminded him, and turned brightly to the window. "Here! Now 
I'm not even watching." Orlando's window was kinda weird; Dom could never 
tell if it was raining outside. The glass just had a slight mist to it, or 
something. It also gave a killer reflection. He watched a glossy-ghost 
Orlando lie down on the bed, stretching his arms up high. "Orlando," Dom 
warned.

<p>"I think I'll just... stay here," Orlando said, the words easing out 
slowly, like he almost couldn't be bothered to breathe.

<p>Dom turned round. Orlando was stretched out like the longest, most 
succulent steak Dom had ever seen; his jeans were ludicrously low on his 
hips, and with his arms up like that, his chest looked like the world's best 
amalgamation of taut and supple and tan. "'Cause you're drunk," Dom accused, 
ignoring the dryness that blossomed in his mouth at the sight of all that 
freshly-clean skin.

<p>"'Cause I'm good company," Orlando said, and poked his tongue in Dom's 
direction.

<p>"Yeah, but - what about the skirts?" Dom said, changing tack. "Surely 
these four walls are gonna get tired after a while."

<p>"Skirts get tired," Orlando said, and Dom felt a little sweatdrop of hope 
start in his stomach. C'mon, baby. Say you prefer the company of cock from 
time to time. "Seen one, seen-- well, no. Heh. But still. I don't feel like 
fucking a stranger tonight."

<p><i>C'mon</i>, Dom thought, forcing himself to breathe naturally. He 
wasn't sure if he was imploring himself or Orlando, but damnit, if this 
opening sidled past unclaimed then he frankly didn't <i>deserve</i> to get 
laid. "No?" he croaked.

<p>Orlando wriggled a little, eyes closed. "Don't you have somewhere to be?"

<p>Dom's breathing returned to normal, and his heart thunked a couple of 
times. Bugger. "Eh," he said, carefully casual, "so you're really not 
coming?"

<p>"I don't think so."

<p>"Not even if I beg?"

<p>"Nope," Orlando said, sounding irritatingly like the thought of Dom 
begging didn't phase him at all.

<p>"Boring bastard."

<p>"Oi."

<p>"Boriiiing bassssstard," Dom taunted, and Orlando's eyes snapped open and 
he pushed himself up on his elbows. "Well, you are," Dom shrugged.

<p>Orlando rolled up forwards, giving Dom an idea of how strong that Stomach 
really was, then ducked to fish for his beer bottle on the floor. 
"<i>You're</i> boring, 'cause you can't have a good time without me," he 
retorted eventually, lowering the bottle from his mouth. Watching him drink 
had been so fucking euphemistic, Dom didn't ever wanna see it again.

<p>"Let's take stock," Dom said, admitting privately to himself that he was 
getting desperate. "You: showered, dry, half-dressed, drinking on your own. 
Me: dressed, sober, about to go drink with his mates. Who's the sadder 
case?"

<p>"You: sober and celibate and lonely," Orlando snapped, taking another 
swig. Dom watched despite himself. "Me: drunk and celibate. You - clearly 
the sadder case."

<p>"I don't see why I'm lonely and you're not."

<p>"I'm enough company for myself," Orlando said simply, and then he was 
staring at Dom's crotch, unless it was Dom's sober, lonely imagination. "You 
need someone to bounce off."

<p>"Uhuh," Dom said. He didn't shift from foot to foot, but it was an 
effort.

<p>Orlando's attention flicked up to his face, and he smiled. "Grab a beer, 
if you like."

<p>"Thought you were happy by yourself," Dom said sullenly, then regretted 
it. Maybe, somewhere in Orlando's weird and contented head, this was a 
seduction. Maybe it thoroughly wasn't.

<p>"I don't mind sharing me with you for a while," Orlando said, and nodded 
at the door as he lay down again. "The crate's over there."

<p>The crate, as it happened, was almost full. Three or four down, and Orli 
had enough crisp, chilled San Miguel here to drown a fellowship. "Thanks," 
Dom said, cradling one of the long brown bottles in his fist, looking around 
hopefully for a bottle opener. "Have you got a doodle?"

<p>"Up here."

<p>"Down there," Dom corrected, wandering back to the bed and looking down 
at Orlando with what he hoped was faintly supercilious amusement. "Hand it 
over."

<p>Orlando reached up with a fistful of silver and covered the top of Dom's 
bottle with his hand. His forehead rumpled briefly, then Dom's fingers were 
wet with foam and Orlando was crossing his legs and shuffling comfortably 
and licking his fingers, and Dom was lifting the bottle quickly to his lips 
and deciding that Orlando's entire existence was too euphemistic for his 
liking right now.

<p>"Don't you have to phone them?" Orlando said, as Dom swallowed about a 
pint of foam before the actual beer filled his mouth, and Dom thought that 
was a good question. Did he. Was he actually planning to stay here all 
evening, on the off-chance that Orli was moving in glorious and mysterious 
ways?

<p>"I'll phone in ten minutes," Dom announced, "because by then you'll have 
agreed to come. If I go now, you'll just hate me for not waiting when you 
decide you wanted to come after all." He wondered if he was fooling himself. 
He was pretty sure he was fooling Orlando. "That work for you?"

<p>"Don't you ever find yourself just... staring at yourself?" Orlando said, 
thoughtfully. He'd tilted sideways a little and was gazing confusedly at the 
mirror.

<p>"Uh," Dom said. "Did you hear me--?"

<p>"Don't you," Orlando asked, sounding disturbingly not-taking-the-piss. 
Rational. Uh. What the fuck.

<p>Dom laughed. "Are you listening to yourself?"

<p>"No, really." Orlando cocked his head at him, eyes dangerously bright, 
then touched his fingertips to his own shoulder, looked back at the mirror 
again. "Don't you ever," he said slowly, pushing his fingers in until the 
bulk of his shoulder muscle wouldn't give any more, "think that this," and 
then he dragged his fingertips down his arm, apparently mesmerised by his 
own reflection, "that it can't be me?"

<p>"It's not me," Dom pointed out, deliberately.

<p>"No," Orlando said. "It's me."

<p>His hand had reached his own wrist, and his thumb was making slow 
circles, around and around. Dom wanted to clear his throat again. "You're a 
fuckin' weirdo," he tried, and Orlando smiled at him.

<p>"Look at the curve, though." He was touching his own arms, then his 
stomach. "Look at the," he looked down and waved at his navel in silent awe, 
"the cut, look at the lines in this thing."

<p>"Drink more beer," Dom said shortly, following his own advice without 
even tasting it, and Orlando's teeth showed in a quick smile.

<p>"No, I like it."

<p>"Fruitcake," Dom said, shaking his head.

<p>Orlando jumped up and wandered around, fingers flat against his own 
hipbones, like he was a girl pleased with a dress. "It's taken forever, but 
look at the result," he murmured.

<p>"I'm... bloody hell," Dom said, and laughed. He couldn't feel the bottle 
too well as he set it firmly on the floor. The other guys seemed like a more 
attractive prospect, again. "I'm leaving you alone with yourself. Play 
nice."

<p>"I will," Orlando drawled, flopping down languidly on the bed again, and 
Dom felt the laughter dry in his throat.

<p>"Why do I get the feeling you're celibate for a reason?" he said, the 
joke blessedly surviving in his voice even as his mouth faltered around the 
appropriate smile.

<p>Orlando giggled, sipped at his beer, then nuzzled his own shoulder with 
his cheek. "I get jealous easily."

<p>"Of yourself?"

<p>"Of other people, all over me," Orlando explained blithely, and Dom felt 
all the air leave his lungs in a slow rush. It was just. no. <i>what</i>? It 
was fucking surreal. Orlando wouldn't have the cheek of it, surely, to 
breathe like this and smile like this and genuinely - <i>adore</i> himself, 
right?

<p>Dom stabbed a finger at him. "Narcissist!"

<p>Orlando shook his head quickly, eyes earnest. "No, I built it!"

<p>Dom coughed. "You built it." He felt his own eyes grow too wide in his 
face.

<p>"Mm," Orlando smiled. He looked utterly relaxed. "I took my raw 
resources, and built it into... this." He stroked his stomach, then shot Dom 
an injured look. "It took hard work!"

<p>Uh huh. "You were never fat."

<p>"I was <i>thin</i>."

<p>"So it wasn't exactly hard work," Dom said, and Orlando raised his 
eyebrows.

<p>"Scuse me?" he drawled, "You any idea how long it takes to carve out one 
of these?" He nodded decisively. "Months."

<p>Dom dropped to his knees, picked up his beer, then rose gingerly to his 
feet again. "You're making me thirsty."

<p>"Just because society wants me to lie back and moan about my hairy toes," 
Orlando bitched, and Dom almost snorted San Miguel all over the place.

<p>"Don't talk to me about hairy toes."

<p>"Yeah, but yours are from the thingie," Orlando said, waving him away 
with one hand, "the shaving, but mine, I had to have them waxed."

<p>"I'm taking this to the papers," Dom warned, feeling a grin slip onto his 
beer-tingling mouth. "Orlando Bloom Is A Girl Shocker. The redtops will love 
me."

<p>"Ingrowing hairs," Orlando said seriously, "are the devil."

<p>"...tool of, surely," Dom said, and Orlando shook his head.

<p>"Nope, the full devil. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to 
exfoliate toes?"

<p>Dom opened his mouth, then shut it again. "Okay," he said, a moment 
later. "Rewind. Is there a point to you talking about toes?"

<p>"I'm not perfect," Orlando said, like that explained everything. He 
flashed a sensational grin that was tempered with just enough modesty to 
make Dom suspicious. He could just imagine Orlando calculating his facial 
expressions to the last shiny-white tooth, making sure the ratio of eyelash 
dip to utilised dimple was balanced to perfection. "Nearly," Orlando was 
saying, "but not quite."

<p>"Right."

<p>"And, yes," Orlando said. "I like it."

<p>"Narcissism," Dom pronounced.

<p>"You like it too," Orlando said, and the new certainty in his voice made 
Dom's stomach thud into unpleasant knots, made him wonder if there were any 
more empty bottles stowed around the room. An empty crate, even.

<p>"I don't."

<p>"Oh, right," Orlando said scornfully, rolling his eyes. "Don't give me 
that," he said, waving Dom away with his hand again. "You buy men's 
underwear."

<p>"What the fuck?" Dom heard himself demand, too loud. His heart was 
scudding around his chest, it felt like. "You're talking fucking bollocks."

<p>"All men know what a hot man looks like, whatever they say," Orlando said 
slowly, and Dom felt as though he were seeing a glimmer of the ever-swirling 
fluorescence of Orlando's imagination. "I am a hot man."

<p>Dom was past laughing, though one tried to escape anyway and turned into 
a hiccup. "Right," he managed, sipping at the beer again. "That's nice."

<p>"Are you straight, after all?" Orlando said, eyebrows flicking up. Dom 
almost choked.

<p>"What does it matter?" He almost sounded normal, not nervous at all.

<p>"Actually, yeah," Orlando said, and he seemed somehow brisk now, somehow 
threaded through with urgency, "it doesn't. Come down here. Sit down," he 
added, when Dom didn't move. He patted the bed. "Dom."

<p>"Are you?"

<p>"Sit down," Orlando said.

<p>Dom sat down cautiously. His pulse felt crystal-intricate, laced all 
through his body in shimmering heats. "Are you?" he tried, again.

<p>"I like you, y'know." Orlando picked up Dom's hand. "I'm going to show 
you the best things about me," he whispered, and Dom thought he really 
wasn't drunk enough for this. Wasn't drunk, in fact, at all. He couldn't 
speak for Orlando, obviously. Hell, he wasn't certain on anything about 
Orlando, right now.

<p>"Are you straight?" he heard himself demand, his voice breaking, and 
Orlando grinned at him fondly.

<p>"It doesn't <i>matter</i>."

<p>That's probably a no, Dom thought frantically; probably no, probably 
Orlando's been queer since he was sixteen and spent the last eight months on 
his back with his legs around Viggo's waist one way or another. Probably, 
Dom was going to get to taste his cock tonight, or at least finger him. 
Probably--

<p>"This is my best ab," Orlando said quietly, reverently. Dom blinked, and 
Orlando was tracing Dom's fingers over the middle of his stomach, pressing 
them into a thick firm lattice beneath velvety skin. "Feel that?" He 
shifted, and Dom felt the muscle go briefly bone-solid. "It's new."

<p>"New?"

<p>"Yup." Orlando sprawled back, then grinned and tugged Dom down next to 
him. Dom edged gingerly closer, keeping a good margin of rumpled dark 
bedclothes between his hip and Orlando’s waist. "Just. explore that for a 
while." His palm pressed over the back of Dom's hand, stroked lightly. 
"Isn't it cool."

<p>"It's alright," Dom said.

<p>Orlando smiled and closed his eyes. "You know it."

<p>Dom realised his tongue was dry, and then realised that was because he 
was breathing through his mouth, and closed it. Better. "So," he said, as 
cheerfully as he could manage, "what is this. Guided tour?"

<p>"Pretty much."

<p>"Oh," Dom said, and his fingers <i>were</i> enjoying it, enjoying the 
permission to roam and luxuriate, and there definitely weren't many people 
who got to paw Orlando these days, and. Nevertheless, though. Fucking weird. 
"Well, that's lovely," he said brightly. "I might go now."

<p>Orlando's other hand slithered down and covered Dom's fingers, pressing 
them more solidly into his stomach. "The tour's not over."

<p>"Er," Dom said. "I think maybe it is."

<p>"Not even begun," Orlando corrected, and then he was reaching past with 
his free hand, undoing his jeans, and Dom's head went fizzy with fresh 
panic.

<p>"hey, no, what," he bleated, and Orlando chuckled.

<p>"You can't come on the Bloom tour and not see one of the main 
attractions," he purred.

<p>"I think I can."

<p>"Nope." Orlando let go of Dom's fingers, and Dom snatched them back into 
his own lap. Orlando looked over at them - gazed, really - at the way Dom's 
hand was curving perilously near his own cock, and that gaze didn't waver 
while Orlando skinned out of his jeans and kicked the denim loudly to the 
floor.

<p>He - wasn't wearing underwear.

<p>"I don't," Orlando said casually, and Dom wondered if he'd spoken outloud 
or if Orlando just knew that'd be the first question he'd ask, or what. 
"Think you should leave now...?"

<p>"Probably," Dom said. Orlando twisted towards him, lifted his hands from 
his lap.

<p>"Dom, Dom, Dom," he said, and tugged at him, firmly, until Dom was 
leaning over him with one knee on the bed and his balance - life - in 
Orlando's deliciously warm hands. "See," Orlando said, and drew Dom's palms 
down down down the sides of his stomach, until they met smooth twin arcs of 
bone at his hips. They were silky-solid and hot like a sleeping man in 
August.

<p>"Um," Dom said. They appeared to have stopped. He took his knee off the 
bed because his lower back was hurting and just stood there, a bit twisted, 
holding Orlando's hips in both hands. He trained his gaze carefully no lower 
than Orlando's navel. Didn't want to go down there, not if he wasn't going 
to get to use it - and if he was going to, he'd have plenty of opportunity 
to explore later. No point taunting himself now.

<p>"Like it?"

<p>"It's alright," Dom said quickly, although he was being put in mind of 
pinning Orlando to a bed or a wall, and that most certainly wasn't alright. 
That wasn't what Orlando had asked, though.

<p>"Alright," Orlando repeated, like Dom had said, "<i>Shakespeare, well, 
it's nice if you like that sort of thing; I'm more a Disney man, 
myself</i>."

<p>Dom laughed shortly. "You've got a hot body, and you know it," he said, 
"so I don't see why you're fishing for compliments from <i>me</i>."

<p>"It's my <i>tour</i>," Orlando said, indignantly, then made an angry 
little noise when Dom shook his hands free of his body and stepped back. He 
looked up, petulant and naked. "You wouldn't take someone round London and 
point out the Thames lit by night and like it if they were like, 'that's a 
big river... where next?', would you?"

<p>"For fuck's sake, you're not <i>London</i>," Dom snapped, and Orlando 
laughed quietly.

<p>"No, no. London has skanky bits." He reached out, snagged Dom's hand - 
why hadn't he moved out of reach? why? <i>why</i>? - and drew him in close 
again. "Here, c'mon."

<p>Dom closed his eyes, counted to five, then opened them again. "Fine," he 
said, replacing his hands on Orlando's hipbones.

<p>They fit his palm snugly, made him wonder how else his and Orlando's 
bodies would fit together. This was - meta-sexual, or something. He had 
naked Elf spread beneath him, and wasn't taking advantage, wasn't even 
looking at Orlando's dick-- but he knew by proximity that it wasn't hard, 
was soft and maybe interested or merely large-- but whatever, jesus, his 
brain wasn't wired to cope with judgements like this.

<p>This was just <i>unfair</i>. The naked men Dom normally consorted with 
had <i>erections</i>, damnit, and were generally preparing to use them.

<p>"Hipbones," Orlando said, and rolled his hips, making the skin shift 
silkily over the bone beneath, reminding Dom ridiculously of playing with 
uncut cock.

<p>"Yes, well."

<p>"They're underrated," Orlando said seriously, and Dom looked at his face 
and saw a faint smile around the eyes and depraved suggestion on his mouth. 
He looked like he was begging to be used, unwilling to ask.

<p>Right now, Dom wasn't willing to answer. "I, yes, hipbones," he heard 
himself say. He sounded inane. He couldn't blame himself, though. Given 
circumstance, all that. "They're good. You have got very. nice ones."

<p>Orlando closed his eyes again. "I know."

<p>"That's a really irritating thing to say," Dom said, sharply. "I hope you 
know that."

<p>Orlando's smile widened and he folded his fingers around Dom's hand, 
started sliding it up his chest. Away from the danger area, Dom thought, 
letting go with his other hand, telling himself that was a good thing. Away 
from one dangerous area, at least. Frying pans and fires sprang to mind. 
Jesus, like Orlando's entire body wasn't a sprawl of hot coals.

<p>"More tour?" he said, then tried not to feel disappointed when the path 
was straight, no tangents to feel Orlando's sharp little nipples against his 
palm, which was really one of Dom's favourite things about taking a male 
lover. Solid chests and hard points to rub against. Lovely.

<p>"If you like."

<p>"Um," he heard himself say, when their hands, far from investigating 
Orlando's chest, wound up at Orlando's jaw. "For the record," he said, 
faintly, "I'm getting quite confused."

<p>"You'll enjoy this," Orlando said, and the air of his words was warm on 
Dom's fingertips, they were that close. Dom looked at Orlando's mouth, the 
statuesque tilt of it; the plump colour, all those fucking dusky roses and 
cherubs' cheeks and MaxFactor No.7; and the faint dullness of stubble, the 
unadulterated male signature, fading harmlessly up his jaw.

<p>Enjoy it. His fingertips could feel the brisk sensation of that stubble, 
so fresh it didn't even grate on them, just felt that tiniest bit more real, 
more three-dimensional against his nerves.

<p>Orlando's hand moved, coming to drape over the back of Dom's hand, the 
side of his thumb stroking deliberately down the inside of Dom's knuckles as 
he drew Dom's fingertips carefully towards towards and then on to - 
<i>over</i> - Orlando's mouth.

<p>Dom shivered, despite himself.

<p>"Pretty," Orlando murmured, and this time the heat of the word swept 
direct across Dom's fingers, and he saw the glint of the wetness inside 
Orlando's mouth for one moment before those sleek lips settled closed again. 
He - he wanted to open Orlando's mouth again, wanted to lick inside. He 
wasn't sure, for all this, that he had that sort of permission.

<p>Orlando pouted a little, enough that Dom could feel the perfect shape of 
his mouth warm and dry under his fingertips, and then he was pressing down, 
couldn't help it, pressing until Orlando's lower lip was askew to his teeth, 
and yes, okay, Dom was thinking about pushing his cock in there, because 
there was absolutely nothing to make him think of anything else.

<p>"Feel, inside," Orlando said, then, "mmh, yes," muffled by Dom's 
fingertip as it pushed in, and Dom could feel the fine shelf of teeth and 
the shifting wet satins inside Orlando's mouth, and this just. Christ.

<p>He took his hand back, twisting free of Orlando's hold on his wrist. This 
was bordering on really fucking cruel.

<p>"Oh come <i>on</i>," Orlando growled, eyes still closed, baring his teeth 
a little, and Dom just sat there shivering, not sure what to do. He hadn't 
drunk enough to cope with this. He - what did Orlando <i>want</i>, huh? Did 
Orlando want Dom to think about fucking his mouth? Did Orlando even have any 
idea?

<p>"Come on what?" he said, as quiet as he could, so his voice wouldn't 
sound cracked.

<p>"Let me-- let me show you," Orlando said steadily, patiently, "how 
incredibly good it feels to be sucked by me."

<p>Dom decided to count to ten. One, he thought. Two, three.

<p>"Please," Orlando said, though it didn't sound much like pleading; more 
like exasperation. Five. "You're my friend. I want you to try it."

<p>Eight. "<i>Why</i>?" Dom demanded, abandoning his counting. Fucking hell. 
Orlando either knew exactly what he was doing, or was a total nutcase. 
Tonight, Dom wasn't sure which would be worse.

<p>Orlando shrugged. "I'm naturally generous." He licked his lips, 
apparently totally confident that Dom would be watching his mouth. 
Irritatingly, he was right. "C'mon. Just... let me."

<p>Dom reached forwards impulsively, then veered back, because however much 
Orlando was explicitly asking for it, he <i>couldn't</i> just push into 
someone like that. Wasn't happening. He touched Orlando's hand, instead, 
then closed his eyes when he felt his fingers being lifted swiftly and 
pressed into Orlando's wet-hot mouth again.

<p>Properly in, this time. To the knuckle.

<p>He hoped Orlando hadn't heard him make a tiny noise, but he probably had. 
He was floating in the dense burgundy expanse behind his eyes, only aware of 
Orlando's teeth closing sweetly, of Orlando's wet tongue sliding lazy and 
proprietary over his skin. His cock shifted in his pants, unhappy with the 
situation. Orlando started sucking, rhythmic, until it felt like heat pulsed 
through Orlando's mouth like this all the time and would continue long after 
Dom's fingers had disappeared.

<p>After about six seconds, Dom remembered to breathe.

<p>He felt Orlando smile around his fingers, still sucking, drawing them in 
deeper, and swallowed hard. Orlando's lower lip rested snug against the top 
of his palm. His fingertips, he realised faintly, were right at the base of 
Orlando's tongue, and if he pressed any deeper then Orlando would either gag 
or - or take him in, and christ, he didn't need these images at all right 
now.

<p>He steeled himself against it all, and cleared his throat. Burst his 
bubble, please. "I hate to tell you this," he said, and actually, he hated 
himself a lot more, because he sounded half-hoarse, "but even though I 
haven't had my fingers sucked by many people, it doesn't feel that 
spectacular. Nice," he added, quickly, like he was trying to be polite, "but 
nothing... special."

<p>Orlando paused, but Dom didn't open his eyes to see if he looked hurt. He 
didn't want to hurt him, after all. Just wanted to get out of here with some 
sort of dignity intact, and if it came down to it, Orlando was the one 
acting like a nonce, so he should take the embarrassment flack of it all.

<p>He felt his fingers being slid out, but slowly, like a man pulling his 
dick out of someone gorgeous and luxuriantly slick merely as preparation for 
shoving it back in. The air felt far more chilly against wet skin than it 
did against Dom's cheeks, which were, in fact, feeling distinctly over-warm.

<p>"Your eyes are closed." Orlando mouthed the tips of Dom's fingers, 
unapologetically obscene. Not, er, not very hurt, then. "Open them. You're 
not getting the full effect. Watch."

<p>Dom opened his eyes in time to see his fingers sliding - sucked - 
smoothly back into Orlando's mouth, in time to see that perfect upper lip 
come to rest near the base of his knuckles, in time to see it as he 
<i>felt</i> it-- and yeah, okay? Just. yeah. Orlando's eyes were closed too, 
like they'd always been. Fuckin' hell.

<p>Orlando smiled a little, and bit down lightly, and Dom, staring, gasped.

<p>"Okay," he managed, quickly, "Yes, it's different, it's - good. Now let 
me--"

<p>Orlando slipped Dom's fingers out his mouth, licked once down his palm, 
then opened his eyes. "Good," he said, propping himself up on his elbow, far 
closer than Dom had expected.

<p>Dom blinked. "Er, yes."

<p>"Hmm." Orlando frowned a little, but it seemed to Dom like he was more 
annoyed with something outside the window or deep in his past than anything 
so immediate as Dom not being appreciative enough. But then, maybe Dom 
didn't know anything.

<p>"Is there more tour?" he asked, lamely. He wanted Orlando to lie down 
again - to put more space between them.

<p>Blessedly, Orlando did. Dom breathed out. Orlando pressed his lips 
together, thoughtfully. "You know what," he said, then went quiet.

<p>Dom swallowed. He wasn't sure he wanted to know, actually. "What?"

<p>"I'm not talking properly," Orlando said, closing his eyes again. "I 
can't get it across right."

<p>"What, the wonder of your body?"

<p>Orlando sparkled a grin at him, and familiarity lurched in Dom's stomach. 
This wasn't the grin Orlando saved for the public; until now, Dom had never 
wondered if it was the grin Orlando saved for <i>him</i>. "You've got five 
minutes to do whatever you like," Orlando said, and spread his arms. 
"Explore the wonder."

<p>"Whatever I like?" Dom said, despite himself.

<p>Orlando nodded.

<p>"Can I hit you?" Dom said, half-serious. Something was thrumming in his 
body, and he wasn't sure it was purely lust. The idea of smashing his fist 
into Orlando's fine bones--

<p>"If you like," Orlando said, eyes opening a little. "If you wanna see it 
ruined."

<p><i>Christ</i>. "You won't fight back?"

<p>"Five minutes," Orlando said, closing his eyes again.

<p>"I'm just gonna watch," Dom said, unconvincingly. "You can lie there all 
you like."

<p>"Okay."

<p>"Be quiet."

<p>"Okay," Orlando whispered, then wriggled slowly, languorously, against 
the sheets. "Mm."

<p>"And stay still," Dom said, hands itching to hold him down.

<p>"Mm."

<p>"I'm not even gonna watch," Dom said, cruelly. "I'm gonna go stare at the 
rain instead."

<p>"It's not raining."

<p>Dom didn't know if it was, but he couldn't bear to look away from 
Orlando's gently rising-falling chest to verify. "At the view, then," he 
said.

<p>Orlando's mouth curved. Red mouth, now. Red and damp. "I don't think you 
will."

<p>Dom swallowed, gritted his teeth. "What do you think I'll do?"

<p>"Wind up on top of me," Orlando murmured, and it might've been a request. 
"Because you've gotta touch it properly, this one chance you think you've 
got."

<p>One chance, Dom thought, shivering, and his hands were drifting to their 
opposite hips and closing round the hem of his t-shirt, wanting to tug it 
over his head. This was a test. He forced them back to his thighs. "I 
thought I told you to shut up."

<p>"Mmk." The curve to his mouth was so - <i>irritating</i>, so fucking 
silent and smug, and Dom wanted to fuck him and wanted to leave. "Oh," 
Orlando said quickly, smile widening, raising one finger, something he'd 
stolen from Dom. Dom had never felt possessive about a gesture before.

<p>"What."

<p>"You can touch my dick, if you like," he said. His eyes were still 
closed, hadn't even fluttered.

<p>"What, and you'll fantasise that it's your own hand."

<p>Orlando chuckled. "Dom," he said, fondly.

<p>You didn't answer my question, Dom thought, and there was some fierce 
element in him now, the frustration of having Orlando spread and waiting and 
gleaming and so fucking <i>unobtainable</i>-- "You're gonna have to ask for 
it," he said, and he almost added, <i>Orli</i>, because he felt like 
spitting out the name, but held back because hell, Orlando'd probably enjoy 
hearing it too much. Orlando probably called his own name when he came.

<p>Orlando opened his eyes a little. "Please," he said. "I want you to enjoy 
me, and I <i>know</i> you will. If you wouldn't, you wouldn't have let me 
suck you." His eyes, half-closed more than half-open, sparkled. "As it is, 
you're just thinking about me sucking you again."

<p>There was no way in hell that Orlando didn't know the innuendo of that 
statement. None at all. "What if I am?" Dom said, dangerously. "What if I 
want to enjoy you that way?"

<p>Orlando smoothed a hand down his chest, advertising the wares. "If you're 
liking it," he said, philosophically, "and it's because of me, then it 
follows I'll like it too."

<p>"Why the hell are you in acting?" Dom asked, gaze following Orlando's 
hand. "Sounds like you'd be better off on a street corner, enjoying them 
enjoying you."

<p>Orlando trailed little fond circles on his own stomach, fingers familiar 
over the shaded muscle. "Well, not really," he said, thoughtfully. He was 
actually thinking it over as he touched himself. Christ. "If I was a 
rentboy, they'd just be looking for something to fuck, not <i>me</i> in 
particular."

<p>Dom almost laughed. "Courtesan?" he suggested, brightly. "They’ll 
certainly want Nicole in particular, and for christ's sake stop <i>doing</i> 
that--" He slammed Orlando's hand off his stomach, pinned it against the 
bed. Orlando gave a happy shiver, and Dom realised he'd made the crucial 
mistake - touched him - and now he'd have to make himself let go again.

<p>Easier said.

<p>"Can I really do anything?" he heard himself ask, then interrupted 
himself, "actually, no. I'm just gonna do stuff. You said, so. If you wanna 
stop me, you can try." After all, he told himself quickly, as it occurred to 
him again that this was the sort of behaviour that could land them both in 
an asylum or on Jerry Springer, whichever was worse these days: after all, 
it'd be just as uncomfortable to run off, at this point. Possibly moreso. 
And laughing it off was proving ineffectual, given the developments so far.

<p>He touched Orlando's stomach, then his thighs, moving them apart, feeling 
the slabs of muscle tighten beneath his palms. Very smooth, under the light 
hair; looked like Orlando exfoliated more than his toes.

<p>He held his breath, then looked deliberately over at Orlando's cock, 
smooth and slightly darker than the rest of him, still not particularly 
hard. Larger than average, but that was hardly a surprise; Orlando had what 
Dom'd always thought of as Big-Cock-Assurance, that underlying confidence 
that everything would work out. It wasn't huge, anyway. Just-- sizeable.

<p>Dom wanted to suck it, but thought that'd come across far too much like 
worship right now. Later. Later, when he had Orlando promising that Dom was 
the only guy for him, or whatever - then he'd buckle and luxuriate, feeling 
that smoothness sliding deep against his tongue.

<p>For now, he left it, undoing his belt instead. Yes, time for nakedness. 
If he only had five minutes - and he suspected an extension could be applied 
for, but wasn't about to count on it - then nakedness was definitely going 
to be an improvement.

<p>He watched Orlando's mouth as he poked the belt's leather tongue out its 
buckle, abandoning it as soon as he felt the telltale loosening about his 
waist and hurrying on to his jeans. Button fly - he peeled them open, 
listening to the low <i>thirrup</i> with sweat beginning to prickle against 
all the shaded parts of his body.

<p>Orlando was frowning, and Dom realised distractedly that yeah, he wasn't 
touching him right now, was being pretty much silent, and Orlando still had 
his eyes closed. Didn't know what Dom was doing. Tempting to go over and 
open the door, let it click shut again, then stroll back to watch Orlando's 
reaction. Very, very tempting.

<p>It'd mean moving out of Orlando's personal space, though. And right now, 
while he still had five minutes-- right now, while he could watch a slight 
frown wandering around between Orlando's eyebrows, giving up his right to 
Orlando's personal space was the last thing on his mind.

<p>By the time he'd shucked his shirt and boxers, Orlando had turned his 
cheek against the pillow and was breathing slowly. Dom decided Orlando was 
nervous with the silence, was waiting for Dom to put him out of his misery, 
but didn't want to open his eyes in case this was some elaborate fantasy.

<p>The idea that Orlando might have gone to sleep didn't bear thinking 
about.

<p>He thought briefly about the belt nestled in the tangle of his jeans, 
then discarded it. He'd never really been one for the hardcore stuff; for 
all he might sometimes want to smack Orlando round the head, he didn't get 
much of a shiver at the thought of leaving imprints of leather on that 
flawless skin.

<p>A little of a shiver, sure, he thought wryly, imagining the shock on 
Orlando's face that Dom would ever do something so bold - but he wouldn't 
get any extreme enjoyment out of beating him, not even enough to outweigh 
the sheer terror that if he did something stupid here then Orlando would 
make him regret it. Would tell everyone, or, worse, would just tell Viggo 
and let the rumours spread. Why was Viggo acting so funny with Dom, people 
would ask. Orlando wouldn't even be part of the equation any more.

<p>No violence, then. "Move your legs apart," Dom said, softly, remembering 
his five minutes and the possibility that Orlando might throw him out if he 
didn't play the game to a level above strip off and get hard. The 
realisation that they were probably here for sex was slowly gaining 
prominence, and his mouth had worked before he'd really thought about it.

<p>He watched. His cock tugged away from his stomach, heating further as 
Orlando obeyed him, as Orlando's legs glided open until Dom could see pretty 
much everything there was. Such a cheap thrill to give an order and watch it 
being carried out; such a cheap, effective thrill.

<p>"Don't touch yourself," Dom said, curving his hand round his own cock, 
squeezing to feel the twitch and heat of it.

<p>Orlando smiled like he could see what Dom was doing. "No problem," he 
said, and Dom was hit with that urge to grab his belt again. No.

<p>"Didn't I tell you not to talk?" he said instead, harsh, and Orlando 
shivered visibly, then nodded.

<p>"Sorry," he whispered, like his voice tasted good. His cock was creeping 
up his stomach, inching firmer until Dom's mouth ached to take it inside. 
The skin looked like it'd feel amazing on his tongue, crinkle-soft before 
stretching taut as he watched.

<p>"Shut <i>up</i>," Dom breathed, and put his hands down high on Orlando's 
thighs, suddenly tempted to get Orlando to push his fingers inside himself, 
for all that'd confirm the whole uneasy every-man-for-himself concern.

<p>Orlando didn't respond, but his breathing became audible. Good, Dom 
thought. The desire to get a reaction was increasing sharply, was making him 
grit his teeth and hope hard that his trembling wasn't being transferred to 
Orlando's thighs.

<p>"Wider," he instructed, dropping to his knees between Orlando's legs, his 
face closer than he'd ever imagined. So easy to lick, to adore-- no. He 
pursed his lips, blew lightly instead, and Orlando flinched, making 
something blossom warmly in Dom's chest. Sorry, was that cold? Hah. He blew 
again, and Orlando squirmed a little, and Dom thought: I'm going to fuck 
you.

<p>He thought about just doing it, about spitting on his hand and pressing 
into that shadowed spot and then, oh yeah, pushing his dick hard into 
Orlando's body, seeing if Orlando's desire to follow orders survived being 
screwed into his own mattress-- and those pictures helped him relax again, 
helped him claw for rationale, helped him start to deal with this situation 
in a mature and sensible manner.

<p>Yes, if at all possible, he was gonna fuck him. But there was no reason 
he shouldn't be a gentleman about it at the same time.

<p>He smiled to himself and crawled up onto the bed. Orlando spread out 
beneath him really was a gorgeous, heavenly sight. All those angles, all 
that smoothness; Dom lowered himself carefully so that their cocks lined up, 
and felt an answering flex in Orlando's body as he let his full weight press 
them together hard. Full body contact at this stage was almost like sinking 
into a hot pool of water; it was good, and necessary, and, um, <i>good</i>.

<p>He kissed Orlando's throat and slid his hips about, building a slow 
friction between their dicks, trying to breathe slowly and maintain a hint 
of composure without losing consciousness just yet. Orlando was bizarrely 
calm beneath him, just a few aborted gasps when Dom hit a particularly sweet 
spot, just a hammering pulse beneath Dom's lips.

<p>Frustrating as hell and yet-- and yet. Orlando staying calm was one 
thing. Orlando failing to stay calm: quite another.

<p>Dom trailed his mouth up to Orlando's ear, sucking lightly, feeling a 
feverish enjoyment spring through him as Orlando turned his head slightly. 
More access, why thankyou. So glad to see you're totally unfazed.

<p>He heard a tiny rush of air that meant Orlando had opened his mouth, 
taken a sharp breath, and that was another slicing triumph until Orlando's 
voice came, "your five minutes are up," and Dom froze, lips still against 
Orlando's earlobe.

<p>"what?"

<p>"Your five minutes," Orlando whispered. "They're up."

<p>"You've gotta be kidding." He'd been <i>timing</i> it?

<p>"Nope."

<p>"So I've-- gotta stop?"

<p>"Oh," Orlando said, sounding genuinely surprised, "oh, see. This," he 
explained, wrapping his legs firmly round Dom's waist and rocking up hard, 
"just means I can move."

<p>"ah," Dom said, his breath hitching because Orlando responding had become 
basically one of the most potent things he could imagine, "okay," and 
Orlando was like a sinful devastating piece of art, while Dom was only Dom, 
only human? only a red-blooded man, only blood and sweat and spunk, and it 
was dirty, somehow, to grind his cock against Orlando's stomach, even with 
Orlando's stubby nails scoring his back in encouragement.

<p>He kissed at Orlando's neck, euphoric as Orlando thrashed and shuddered 
beneath him, rocking and squirming and pressing up hard. God, so much 
better, so <i>entirely</i> more fantastic than that shrieking apathy of 
before. And of course--

<p>"I wanna fuck you," he said quickly, before he could lose his nerve, and 
Orlando hummed and gasped, like he was frantic for every touch Dom might 
bestow. "Say yes," Dom pressed, and Orlando grabbed him by the hair and 
kissed him hard, tongue in his mouth and arms around his neck.

<p>"Yes."

<p>"You got--"

<p>"Here," Orlando muttered, wriggling out from beneath him, the slick 
scrape of skin making Dom even more breathless than before, and then Orlando 
was crowding back against him, pressing a condom into one hand and a 
crumpled tube into the other, and Dom had time to wonder exactly how 
celibate celibate was before it struck him that he was now equipped to go 
right ahead and jesus, nothing else mattered at all.

<p>"On your back," he whispered, getting his hands awkwardly against 
Orlando's shoulders and shoving him flat just for the thrill of feeling him 
buckle, and Orlando tipped his head back and raised one knee, hooking his 
arm round Dom's back and nudging with one of those sublime, heartbreaking 
hips.

<p>"Hurry," he said, and Dom rolled on the condom first, slimy gel getting 
on his hands and taking the edge off the proceedings until he registered 
that this was *Orlando's* condom, *Orlando's* ass he was gonna breach, and 
jesus fuck but that the edge slammed back hard.

<p>He squeezed lube into his palm, slicking his fingers, slipping two 
between Orlando's legs and lining them up together to push inside. Orlando 
gave a little whine as Dom's fingertips started pressing, breath like desire 
split with opal-sharp pain, but his hips stirred impatient little circles 
the moment Dom stopped, and that was pretty good, considering the way Dom 
seriously wasn't happy about taking his hand away.

<p>He touched his cock with his other hand, telling himself he had to make 
it slick, then forcing his fist to stop pulling as slick became slicker and 
then just harder and then just <i>hard</i>.

<p>No. Concentrate. He unwrapped his fingers slowly, wiped his hand off on 
the sheets. Sorry, Orlando. Necessary sacrifice.

<p>He pressed a little harder at Orlando's ass and Orlando started breathing 
fast. Just -- ease inside gently, gently, Dom told himself, shifting his 
fingertips a little and feeling the muscle bunch and bunch and then 
<i>give</i>, and having to hold back his own groan as the slickness suddenly 
bore him deep inside.

<p>Orlando's hips shivered, and Dom almost ducked to lick the dusky length 
of his cock before remembering, no, not yet, not until he begs. He twisted 
his fingers instead, watching a sheen build across the head of Orlando's 
cock, licking his lips as he drew his fingers out, enjoying Orlando's soft 
hiss as he drove them back in.

<p>Orlando's arm tightened, tugging him against Orlando's chest, and Dom had 
to catch himself on his free hand, muttered, "careful," against Orlando's 
throat.

<p>Orlando's hips nuzzled Dom's cock, and Dom bit back a gasp. "Put it 
<i>inside</i> me," Orlando said, close to his ear, and it should've sounded 
fake or something but the way Orlando's hips moved, like fucking, like he 
was already being fucked and it wasn't quite reaching deep enough--

<p>Dom swallowed and leant on top of him, crushing Orlando's cock beneath 
the base of his chest. He started to reach down and line up, and Orlando 
grabbed his hand, pulled it back up, raising both knees and trapping Dom 
between them.

<p>"Just-- just keep pushing until you, yeah," Orlando said softly, 
threading their fingers and drawing Dom's hands to either side of his head, 
and Dom stared down at him and blinked a little, trying not to look too 
confused.

<p>"You... like no hands?" he said vaguely, and Orlando grinned, leaned up 
and kissed Dom's mouth, then gasped as the head of Dom's cock brushed 
against his ass.

<p>"Anticipation," he murmured, shifting his hips restlessly, and Dom 
pressed Orlando's hands hard into the pillow and dropped his wrists to pin 
the insides of Orlando's arms. "Okay," Orlando said, like he'd been caught 
out, "shit, that too," and Dom had to concentrate for a couple of seconds 
before he got it: Orlando likes being held down.

<p>Christ. "Yeah?" he managed, increasing his weight on Orlando's hands, and 
Orlando wriggled a little, like he was trying to get free. Dom shuddered, 
then moved his hips hopefully, gritting his teeth as his cock glanced off 
Orlando's ass again.

<p>It'd be easier if he-- and maybe that's what Orlando wanted, he thought, 
inspired, getting both Orlando's wrists crammed beneath one hand, using the 
other to guide Orlando's knee up snug against his chest.

<p>Orlando inhaled sharply, and Dom shifted again, pinning Orlando's knee up 
high and angling his hips to-- yeah? yeah? <i>yes</i>, to slide the head of 
his cock against Orlando's ass, to toy there for a full second of Orlando's 
harsh breathing before adjusting his weight a final time and sinking in 
hard.

<p>"<i>Fuck</i>," Orlando hissed, wrists flexing in Dom's fist, twisting his 
head in the diamond space between his arms, and Dom waited for the roll of 
crystalised dizziness to fade a little before even trying to reply. Christ, 
yeah. Inside, <i>inside</i> Orlando, in there, hot and slick and invading 
with Orlando shuddering around him like a plea.

<p>He let his hips start moving, but held himself back, because gentleman, 
yeah, uh huh, that was him. For all Orlando was shifting beneath him like a 
gilt invitation to screw without remorse, he was still gonna try and content 
himself with being kind. Short, firm, gliding pushes; nothing more.

<p>Yet.

<p>He adjusted Orlando's wrists in his hand, crossing them, and Orlando made 
a low uncomfortable noise that went sluttish when Dom pressed them down 
hard. His cock felt damp against Dom's stomach, hot and plush-solid.

<p>"Fuck, do the, um," Orlando whispered, interrupting himself with a 
lascivious roll of his hips that sent stars to whizz behind Dom's eyes and 
then gasping, mouth ajar, head grinding back against the sheets, arms 
straining against Dom's hold.

<p>So <i>fucking</i> hot to pin him down, so tempting to totally abandon 
this gentlemanly behaviour thing and just drive deep and <i>stay</i> there, 
pulsing his hips, holding Orlando down and taking his fill. But-- somewhere 
inside Dom, mm, something was still concerned about keeping face. He cocked 
his head, trying to get his breath without losing the rhythm, promising 
himself fifteen beers tomorrow night if he could just get through this 
without totally losing control. "Do <i>what</i>?"

<p>"Do, <i>um</i>," Orlando repeated urgently, hooking his free leg around 
Dom's hips, "the other--?" and Dom swallowed and tossed the words around in 
his head, thinking, okay, that works in every way.

<p>He passed Orlando's wrists to his other hand and reached down to grab 
Orlando's thigh, and Orlando hummed, close to Dom's ear, complying readily 
when Dom shifted to fold him in half-- and Dom loved this position, always 
had, his shoulders slotting in against the soft backs of the guy's knees, 
gravity smoothly coaxing his cock balls-deep. His mouth found the side of 
Orlando's throat, and sucking softly made Orlando purr, and grinding his 
hips, thorough, hard, <i>yeah</i>, talk about a sweet lay.

<p>"Like that," Orlando murmured, nodding blindly and rocking against him, 
then twisted hard, wrenching his wrists free, and made a disappointed noise.

<p>Dom blinked and reached for Orlando's hands again, firmly interlacing 
their fingers and shoving at the mattress, couldn't help but grin against 
Orlando's ear when he felt Orlando's ankles lock crossed behind his head. 
"Behave."

<p>"Make-- <i>ah</i>," Orlando muttered, grunting when Dom twitched his hips 
like he'd learnt to thrill, and Dom exhaled hard, feeling the gentleman melt 
like slush, wanting to saw and stab and split Orlando in two and no no 
<i>no</i>, cramp down on that <i>right</i> now.

<p>"Make you?"

<p>He got a little extra roll of Orlando's hips. "Uh-huh?"

<p>Dom licked the corner of Orlando's jaw, let himself push in a little 
harder, and Orlando's cheek slipped against his lips until Orlando's mouth 
was there, damp, a little open, and Dom licked inside even as he recognised 
that the intimacy had racheted up sharply while his mind had been elsewhere.

<p>Orlando flexed upwards, extra pressure at every point of contact, sucking 
the tip of Dom's tongue, panting lightly as Dom deepened it into a slow, 
deliberate kiss. It was like he was <i>made</i> for Dom to enjoy, 
instinctive and amazing and it crossed Dom's mind that the recent celibacy, 
yeah, had that been in preparation for <i>him</i>? and then he thought nono, 
no, because this was just a fuck, even if it was proving to be one of the 
most intense experiences of his entire year.

<p>He tested the depth of Orlando's mouth, tracing circles against 
interesting slopes and sucking lightly, and Orlando melted against him, 
teeth glancing deliciously off his lower lip. It was <i>hot</i>. For one 
thing, it felt like the slower Dom moved, the more friction they built; felt 
like an extra degree of heat was skating against his cock with every minute 
used. Dom drew Orlando's tongue into his mouth, getting dizzy with the 
slippery heat of it, wondering if a gentleman would whimper.

<p>Orlando made a helpless little noise as Dom drew back, and Dom ground in 
gently, panting softly, staring at this beautiful arrogant creature crushed 
beneath him, blush-mouthed. He stirred his hips even gentler, and Orlando 
hissed, barely audible, face tightened into the most blissful of frowns.

<p>"Fuck," Dom heard himself whisper, and Orlando's eyes opened and then 
half-closed, sparking glazed darkness between lashes the colour of burnt 
tinder. The undersides of Orlando's thighs were damp against his chest, 
muscles straining.

<p>Orlando squeezed Dom's hands, and Dom pressed them down reflexively, and 
Orlando gave that tiny precious scowl-hiss again.

<p>Dom braced himself carefully, pulled out slowly until the tip of his cock 
rested against the entrance to Orlando's body, enjoyed the way Orlando 
shivered and gazed. "What're you thinking?"

<p>Orlando smiled up at him adoringly, then whispered, "Look how high my 
legs bend," and licked playfully at the side of his own knee.

<p>Dom slammed in hard.

<p>"<i>Fuck</i>," Orlando yelped, struggling like a trapped cat.

<p>Dom gritted his teeth and crushed Orlando's hands against the bed and did 
it again, harder, faster and breathless at catching himself expecting a rose 
petal instead of Orlando's version of charm.

<p>He'd actually been trying to be selfless, for fuck's sake, blithely 
subscribing to some Care Bear logic that pleasure favours altruism, trying 
to smother the forbidden energy of simply <i>taking</i> with the only guy he 
knew capable of appreciating it.

<p>Dom took.

<p>"Fuck, Dom, <i>Dom</i>," Orlando gasped, and Dom felt himself grin, 
exhilarated beyond belief at leaving the gentleman in the gutter and clawing 
his way up to speed.

<p>"this right?" he couldn't help but ask, ready to murmur, "<i>bad luck; 
this works for <b>me</b></i>" if Orlando begged for something else, and 
Orlando whipped his head from side to side against the sheets and swore, 
hoarse and loud.

<p>It wasn't like any protest Dom'd ever heard.

<p>"Good," Dom whispered, and got a flash of Orlando earlier, gazing at the 
mirror in his fuck-me jeans, the most impenetrable Ken Doll in town. And 
now, resolved, Orlando's beautiful cock hard against his stomach, Orlando's 
enviable calves crossed behind his head, Orlando's sweet sweet body 
shuddering gratefully with every thrust-- Dom couldn't actually think of a 
single thing he'd change right now.

<p>Although--

<p><i>Although</i>, wait, going for the selfish stuff now, this wasn't quite 
right, because for all he could feel Orlando shaking with being fucked, he 
knew it wasn't <i>quite</i> as hard as it could be. "On your, uh," he 
managed, "front," and Orlando made a quiet delicious noise and nodded, chin 
bumping Dom's shoulder.

<p>"Anything," he agreed, then added, "fuck," pure breath wrapped in a moan 
as Dom pulled out ruthlessly and abandoned him to the air.

<p>"C'mon."

<p>Orlando rolled over, then shot him a dark grin over his shoulder and 
deliberately flexed his ass. Dom grinned back, dropping to his knees on 
either side of Orlando's thighs. He walked his hands up the mattress, biting 
the back of Orlando's neck, then dragged Orlando's fists above his head 
again.

<p>Orlando swore under his breath, cheek against the mattress, and Dom 
settled his chest against the smooth muscle of Orlando's back, guiding his 
cock into place using the seam of Orlando's closed legs as a guide.

<p>"Anticipation, right?" he murmured, finding the soft point and pressing 
insistently, and Orlando gave a muffled groan as the muscle started to give 
again and Dom worked his cock deliberately back inside.

<p>Deeper, that, and tighter, and fuckyeah. Orlando's thighs, clamped 
together, made it almost impossible to move-- only <i>almost</i>, though, 
because Orlando's ass was nothing if not upturned, and it felt fucking 
amazing to force the issue.

<p>Give it to him slowly, he thought; long, slow strokes. Make his eyes 
water. Orlando groaned, and Dom started murmuring in his ear, little soft 
encouragements, "yeah, come on, like that?"

<p>"Mm-hm," Orlando gasped, and Dom almost came right there, Orlando's ass 
pushing up insistently, taking Dom that fraction deeper inside. Normally, 
Dom kinda liked shallow fucking, with the sweet spot beneath the head 
pumping past the muscle again and again, but with Orlando, jesus, he was all 
about the deep penetration. Orlando <i>begged</i> it, challenged it, like if 
you could just slip in fast enough and grind suitably deep then he'd take 
the memory with him all year.

<p>Some of it, Dom thought, speeding up, a cloud of sparks building until 
his nerves felt like raw silk igniting over and over, was about Orlando 
being smug. A smug bastard, no less, and smug bastards, god, it'd always 
feel good to fuck them-- especially hard, so they <i>feel</i> it, so they 
yelp and struggle and it's not quite PC but it's hot like something 
<i>good</i>.

<p>"Ah, fuck, fuck," Orlando muttered, suddenly, in that universally urgent 
voice that Dom had never genuinely believed he'd hear from this man, and Dom 
grinned to himself and slowed down and half-withdrew, and Orlando 
<i>yowled</i>.

<p>"Sorry," Dom murmured, and Orlando struggled, panting,

<p>"please, please, c'mon, please," his voice verging on desperation, body 
twisting blindly to impale itself on Dom's cock again. Dom bit down a curse, 
because it'd be so easy to just finish it now, but, but-- yeah, not yet, 
because Orlando begging was far too fucking hot to curtail.

<p>"Maybe I'm getting bored."

<p>"<i>Dom</i>," Orlando shouted, like real anger and frustration and 
something obscene, and Dom gave him one hard thrust before withdrawing 
halfway again and coaxing Orlando to his hands and knees. Orlando refused to 
be coaxed, and Dom started pulling out, a slow tantalising slide that 
Orlando ignored and ignored and then moaned at, indignant and alarmed.

<p>"Knees," Dom whispered, and Orlando hissed and complied, and this was 
good, was amazing, to have him <i>doing stuff</i> to avoid the tragedy of 
Dom taking his cock away. Dom stroked Orlando's stomach and found the hard 
muscle trembling, traced the smooth ridges right down to the base of 
Orlando's cock, then shifted his hand quietly and started jerking him off 
instead.

<p>Orlando made a noise Dom had only heard on porn films before, rocking 
back against him, and then he was bracing himself against the pillow and 
fucking, really <i>fucking</i> himself on Dom's cock, and Dom's vision 
whited almost completely over with sparks.

<p>"shit," Dom managed, hearing that same universal gonna-come-now tone 
strangled in his own voicebox, and then Orlando was growling and sighing and 
melting, and Dom realised he now had a totally pliant smug bastard in his 
hands and oh, twist his arm.

<p>"Ah," Orlando gasped, when Dom picked up the pace again, and the going 
deep thing, the pushing deeper than before, that mixed with the post-coital 
Orlando just <i>incredibly</i> well. Dom wrapped his arm round Orlando's 
neck and clasped his shoulder, using him for leverage, so that he could drag 
Orlando hard back onto his cock with every thrust.

<p>He held his breath and let go, setting Orlando hissing with something 
that sounded almost like pain, like Dom was hitting something further inside 
than anyone had before and Orlando never gave permission for this and Dom 
was doing it anyway-- and it was perfect, shit, <i>perfect</i>, and Orlando 
was the best he'd ever <i>had</i>--

<p>And then he was coming, a sharp rush of wet heat against his cock, and 
he'd always thought the only good thing about condoms was the way that gush 
was startlingly intense against sensitive skin, and then a dark thought 
struck him even as he waited for the comedown to reach his heart.

<p><i>Perfect</i>.

<p>"Fuck," Orlando whispered, collapsing against the sheets, appreciation 
rumbling in the base of his voice.

<p>Dom reached down and pulled out, knotting the condom even as Orlando 
turned over and nuzzled his throat. "Mm?"

<p>"That was amazing," Orlando told him, and Dom swallowed because yeah and 
also no, because it was simply <i>unlikely</i> that Orlando fit that well 
with him without thinking, that it was a lot more likely that Orlando prided 
himself on being a perfect lay.

<p>"Yeah, it was, um, pretty good," Dom heard himself say, and Orlando 
chuckled, smoothed his hands down Dom's sides.

<p>"I love how you say that, that diminutive stuff," he murmured, wriggling 
in and kissing the corner of Dom's mouth, "even when it's bullshit."

<p>"Bullshit?" Dom said, and Orlando kissed his mouth the moment it opened, 
and Dom found himself kissing back despite himself, letting Orlando shift 
luxuriously against him like a piece of velvet on heat.

<p>Well, it'd be rude not to.

<p>"Mh," Dom heard himself say blissfully, when Orlando rolled away again, 
and Orlando spread his arms above his head and splayed his legs and said,

<p>"I'm knackered, now."

<p>Dom laughed, rolling up onto his side, holding the knotted condom behind 
his back with one hand. Ick, but he wasn't comfortable enough to joke about 
it, and there was enough of that crumpled dizzy gentleman left in him to 
certainly not drop it on the floor.

<p>Orlando smiled at him, closed his eyes. "Aren't you tired?"

<p>"A bit."

<p>"Stud," Orlando smirked, and it was friendly rather than coquettish, and 
incredibly natural. Dom wondered if Orlando had acted on impulse through 
this whole thing; abruptly, lying next to this dozing man, Dom felt 
incredibly neurotic.

<p>"Can I sleep here for a bit?"

<p>"Course you can," Orlando yawned, then grinned. "Kinda disgusting and 
sticky, though." He yawned again. "Gotta love the aftermath."

<p>Dom didn't ask for an explanation; it sounded like Orlando was referring 
back to a conversation he'd had with himself. Instead, Dom turned over and 
chucked the condom at the bin in the corner, relieved when it went in. He 
rolled determinedly back against Orlando, and told himself he wasn't 
relieved when Orlando folded him in close.

<p>He probably slept for twenty minutes all told, he decided, surfacing 
again, because the inside of his mouth still tasted good, and the heady glow 
of a good fuck was still pulsing round his body like nectar.

<p>"Y'awake?"

<p>"Mm," Orlando agreed, and Dom raised one eyelid cautiously, found the 
blurred lines of Orlando's upper arm resolving into art. Orlando was 
watching his own fingertips circle his navel, flicking them this way and 
that, half-smiling as he ran them up one clean ab and then down again.

<p>He was beautiful, and involved in himself, and - untouched, totally. No 
traces of Dom left, not on him or inside him, probably not even a 
spectacular stain in his memory.

<p>Fuck. Dom twisted over, hot-close and deliberately personal, then bent 
against Orlando's startled little jump, moved his mouth against the base of 
Orlando's throat. Slow, deliberate suck, first at the salt, then just 
worrying steadily at the smooth warm skin.

<p>"You're gonna mark," Orlando said, breathlessly, after a second, and 
then, one hand at Dom's cheek, "hey, no--"

<p>Dom bit him as hard as he dared before Orlando was shoving him off, then 
sat down on the edge of the bed. His beer'd be flat now.

<p>"What the hell was that," Orlando said, springing onto all fours, craning 
his neck in the mirror. "You a fucking graffiti artist, or what? Look at 
that."

<p>"Sorry," Dom said.

<p>"Look at that," Orlando repeated, just a whisper, fingers hovering over 
the purple. He tilted his head, then pinched the skin on the opposite side 
of his throat.

<p>Dom watched the tendons flex in Orlando's hand, imagined what it must 
feel like, if it hurt, and then Orlando was stroking his neck softly again, 
and Dom saw there were two bruises now, a matched pair.

<p>"Like a necklace," Orlando said, almost totally to himself, then sank 
back onto his heels. Dom's phone chirped. "Hm, it'll fade, though," Orlando 
said, and Dom found his phone in his discarded pocket, saw he had a message.

<p>"Elijah wants to know if we're coming," he said dully, opening it. "He 
says we're lazy bastards, and they should go without us."

<p>"I'm going to sleep," Orlando said happily, and snuggled into his bed, 
pulling the covers tight around him. "Thanks, tonight was fun." He smiled at 
Dom. "It's not gonna change things, though," he said, reassuringly. 
Reassuring, for fuck's sake.

<p><i>One chance</i>, Dom thought, getting dressed. He glanced at the 
window, sighed. "Well, can I borrow an umbrella? I'll text Lij back in the 
lift."

<p>Orlando opened one eye. "Why d'you want an umbrella? It won't go with 
that outfit."

<p>Dom squinted at him, then waved at the window. "um, it's raining?"

<p>"It's not," Orlando said, and for a moment the window wavered and it 
looked like it wasn't, and then it was clear again. Drops, hazy veil against 
the sky.

<p>"It is."

<p>"there's a hot pipe that lets out underneath it," Orlando said, 
"underneath the thing, the pane. That's why it looks like that."

<p>"Oh," Dom said, feeling stupid.

<p>Orlando chuckled. "Don't worry - it's my turf," he said, waving his hand 
around. "You weren't to know."

<p>Yes, Dom thought, leaving. It was.

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