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<font color="#778899"><i> <CENTER><h1>Almost Insubbordination</h1>by Calico</CENTER></I></font>

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<p>Sept98

<p>Disclaimer: Because these things work, right? &lt;shrug&gt; I din't make 'em. If you did, hope you don't mind people messing with them.

<p>My first Voy story, btw. Enjoy.


<p><a href="mailto:Calico@76sg.freeserve.co.uk">
Calico@76sg.freeserve.co.uk </a>
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<p>Angrily, Chakotay stalked out the turbolift and down to the Holodeck.  What
had started as a cute game from Paris had now become an irritating trial - he
had been dragged all over the ship in this warped treasure hunt, and his
attempt at cheating by asking the computer was foiled by Paris having put a
location lock on himself.  Against regulations, and he'd managed somehow that
only the Captain's authority would carry weight against it.  And he wasn't
answering his Comm badge either.

<p>So, glancing again at the clue in his hand, seething at the cheeky words he
was forced to obey if he wanted to find the irritating pilot, he made his way
to holodeck Three.

<p>To add to his dark mood, the computer politely refused to enlighten him as
to what simulation lay within - another subtle insult.  It didn't bode well
for the meeting.
<p>
Really, all he'd wanted at the beginning was to question Paris on the enigma
that was his latest report - but on summoning him had only been given the
first of a set of clues that had since led him the length and breadth of the
ship, each increasing his blood-pressure a little more than the last as the
wording got gradually more insolent and, well, like Paris himself.  Now of
course he had added to the mental list of things to talk to him about, though
perhaps more accurate,  "things for them to <i>argue</i> about" - and despite his
anger he wasn't sure he had the energy to go one-on-one with the
insuppressible pilot.
<p>
As he keyed in his access code an impersonal computerised voice informed him
entry was prohibited to unauthorised persons.  Chakotay swore, then gritted
his teeth silent as Paris' smugly innocent voice issued from a speaker to his
right.
<p>
"Ah, Commander, so glad you could join me."  He could hear the grin.
<p>
"Oh really.  Well, if you'll just let me in perhaps we can talk face to face."
<p>
"Oh but of course, Commander - I apologise, I didn't realise my privacy lock
would ignore your entry code...  an oversight on my part" he said smoothly,
and Chakotay felt himself overreacting, bristling at the trivial slight.
<p>
The door slid open, and he was admitted to another world.
<p>
He'd been in Sandrine's, of course, and seen a few of Paris' flight sims and
other training programs, but while he'd appreciated the detail and quality of
the holographs he'd assumed Paris just knew a few tricks.  But this place was
different.  <i>This</i> place must have taken skill.
<p>
The floor was uneven, black, the sky was low and endless and somehow
intoxicating, a different shade of black.  There were random statues, though
not figures or anything recognisable, which looked smooth and imposing - yet
Paris, leaning nonchalantly against one, didn't seem dwarfed.
<p>
The horizon was unnaturally smooth, broken only by the sculptures and a black
wall jutting out behind Paris, which cornered off at an angle strange to
Chakotay's gaze. Everything was in black or dark grey, yet there was no lack
of light - even at the distance he could see Paris' sardonic smile.
<p>
His eyes tried to tell him they hurt from the excess of dimensions - far more
than regulation three - but no ache backed up the claim.  Yes, they <i>should</i>
hurt.  But somehow the depth and weight of landscape before him soothed rather
than tormented.  Nice, almost, and completely disorientating.  Then he stepped
forwards and flinched, as the ground gave a little beneath his foot.  Yet the
next step remained firm.  A sudden dapple of light caught the edge of his
vision, evaporated before he could focus, then flickered again away to his
left.

<p>Walking cautiously, picking his way through the suspicious ground toward
Tom's inquiring stance, where he was leaning against an unidentifiable
structure.

<p>"What is this place?" he asked, forgetting his anger in place of pure
fascination.

<p>"You like?"  A blank expression, studiously polite, but with a barely
perceptible tinge of apprehension.

<p><i>Why?  Why would he worry what I think of his program?</i>  Chakotay looked
around again, taking in the transient play of light across the ground, the
ripple of wind against his skin.

<p>"It's...unreal.  It's the strangest, bleakest place I've been-- but
beautiful, somehow."  He looked back at Paris, just catching an open receival
of praise before the features were again schooled, the mask exquisitely
sculpted against emotions.

<p>"So glad to have your <i>approval</i>, Commander."  The drawl brought him back
into himself, and he searched frantically for his anger as a defence against
the once-again cocky-irritating younger man.

<p>"Paris-- "

<p>"What can I do for you?"  He was interrupted half was through the first
word.

<p>"I need-- "

<p>"What do you want, Commander?"  Once again Paris cut him short.

<p>"Par-- "

<p>"Did you enjoy my little game, sir?"  Smiling, in control, throwing
Chakotay smoothly off balance again.

<p>"Just-- "

<p>"I especially liked clue 5, sir, the one that sent you back down to
engineering, <i>again</i>."

<p>Chakotay fought hard to keep calm, to not lose his fraying temper.
"Paris-- "

<p>"Sorry, sir, what did you say you wanted again?"  A bright, insincere
smile.

<p>"Just be qu-- "

<p>"Come on, sir, surely you didn't do all my clues just for my sparkling
company - there must be <i>something</i> you wanted..."

<p>Unable to control himself any more, Chakotay slammed the other man back
against the strange structure, hands gripping his shoulders, face just inches
from the suddenly startled expression of Tom Paris.

<p>"You had better let me speak, you arrogant little-- you know, you're just the
safe side of insubordination, and pushing it fast-- " he carried on, hissing a
mixture of threats and insults into the other man's face, emphasising his
words by shaking him sharply, feeling Paris flinch as his back reconnected
forcefully with the hard black expanse behind him.

<p>Watching the other man's eyes, Chakotay distantly saw them widen in shock
as his tirade continued - shock edged with fear as the Commander allowed some
of the pent-up frustration Paris'd inspired since the two had been working
together to leak out.  And so he saw the exact moment Paris' eyes began to
glaze, pupils dilating and breathing roughen.  And realised the pilot's lips
were slightly parted.  And that his own mouth was just inches from that
invitation.

<p>Suddenly out of his depth, Chakotay's outburst faltered and drowned in the
silence.  In horror he realised he still had Paris pinned firmly against the
possibly-rock, in a stance could be interpreted as blatantly sexual.  Which
seemed to be how the man under him had judged the situation.

<p>As Paris' hands moved, drifting surely to capture his waist, he felt a
further surge of panic, twisting quickly away and turning his back, running
his fingers harshly through his crisp hair in a vain attempt at smoothing his
thoughts.  <i>What the fuck?!</i>

<p>Not wanting to risk catching the younger man's gaze, Chakotay kept his eyes
firmly on a point in the dark sky.  <i>Did I just imagine that, or was he about
to-- </i> the thought was cut off abruptly as arms encircled him from behind, a hot
mouth coming down in sharp kisses on the back of his neck, eliciting shivers
in spite of the turmoil inside him at the turn of events.

<p>"Computer engage 'Paris6' privacy lock..."  The voice tickled his ear, a
hot, breathy caress followed by a more startlingly intimate touch as teeth
grazed his earlobe, hands efficiently insinuating themselves beneath his
uniform and stroking up and around, tracing patterns on his skin, a firm body
pressed up behind him.

<p>As the meaning of the words hit his brain, delayed somewhat between impact
and comprehension, Chakotay whipped round and stared into the darkly aroused
eyes of the Lieutenant.

<p>"Commander..." Paris purred, hands settling on his hips, drawing them
together, holding him captive.

<p>"Paris-- " he protested, concerned and surprised at the lack of interest him
limbs had suddenly developed against moving-- at least away from this...heat-- yet
furiously aware he had to leave, and soon.

<p>"Par-- " he tried again, then simply wrenched himself free as he saw the
other  man focus on his mouth - pushing him away and stepping backwards,
putting cold space between them.  Finally Paris seemed to realise he wasn't
being given the green light, and turned confused eyes on an equally bewildered
Chakotay.

<p>"Why-- why did you, don't you..."  Tom trailed off, then took a deep breath
and tried again.  "Why not?"  The confusion was tempered with something
sharper.

<p>"I don't.  Don't, don't just, don't-- "

<p>"Fuck men?" interjected Paris angrily.

<p>"Yes, no-- yes but no, not like this..."

<p>"You mean, not on the Holodeck, or not on Voyager, or just not lower ranked
officers, <i>Commander</i>" he snarled, composed again apart from the voice, and a
dangerous glitter of hurt in his eyes.

<p>"No!-- no.  It's not that, it's just-- "

<p>"Not today, thankyou?"  The sarcasm bit deeply, reasserting his anger.
Involuntarily, he stepped forwards again, his fist held tightly into his side
as he tried hard not to hit the man.

<p>"Actually, <i>not</i> with men who attack me the moment I pull back after an
unexpected advance, without waiting for an explanation or giving me a chance
to work out what happened!  I can't say it <i>really</i> makes me want to go with
them-- </i>don't</i> you <i>dare</i> melt on me again!-- " he snapped, as Paris started to
glaze over again, eyes narrowing, darkening, his whole body swaying into him.
Paris purred at him,

<p>"But I just can't <i>help</i> it sir - when you lose your temper with me like
that, when the savage hidden so carefully beneath the saint makes an impromptu
appearance..." he drawled, then leaned closer, tilting his head to whisper
seductively in his ear, "it really turns me on..."  He trailed his fingers
lightly down Chakotay's cheek, then slid them round his head, stopping him
from leaning away from Tom's mouth, distracting him, what with those delicate
fingertips lightly tracing round his ear.
<P>"No, hands off me-- <i>ahhh</i>"

<p>Keeping his hands virtuously off his Commander, Paris blew again, gently
against the sensitive hollows of his ear, this time chasing the breath with a
light tongue, sending shivers straight through him with the heated touch.

<P>Despite his wish to disengage, Chakotay couldn't prevent a slight moan
slipping past his teeth.

<P>"Sorry, what was that sir?"  Paris asked, his voice striving for his usual
innocent tone, but veering sharply towards a strangled laugh.

<P>Summoning all his self control, Chakotay made himself speak coherently.

<P>"I said, 'No'."

<P>"Reeaally?"  Drawled, insolent, and then, "so if I do that again..."
Matching action to words, Paris elicited a second moan which Chakotay totally
failed to conceal.  "Oh yeah, really sounds like denial to me..." he exhaled,
whisper soft but fire hot.

<p>"Paris, back off"  He tried for an order, but it lacked conviction.

<P>"Oohhh, that's it Commander, order me, <i>force</i> me away..."  Now he slipped
his hands back under Chakotay's uniform, running his fingertips lightly up and
down his ribs, teasing at the fastenings of his pants.
<P>
"Paris-- "

<p>"Yess, reprimand me, oh please sir, make  me sorry, I've <i>disobeyed</i> you,
teach me not to, teach me <i>now</i>..." Slipping one finger beneath the waistband
and tracing it around, waking up nerve endings he'd forgotten about, all the
time whispering heat in his ear.

<p>In a last desperate attempt, Chakotay slid his hands up to the taller man's
shoulders and pushed him away, holding him at arms length and shaking him
slightly to catch his attention.
<p>
"You're going to stop this <i>now</i>, Lieutenant," forced his voice steady, "and
sit over there, and-- 
<p>"Make me..." he breathed back, attempting to pull closer again, then, when
that failed, turned his head sideways and licked lightly up the fist gripping
his shoulder, probing rudely between the tightly clenched fingers and sucking
at the skin hard enough to mark.
<P>"Fuck you Paris" Chakotay swore, clenching his teeth against the
contrasting onslaught, refusing the invitation but feeling the strain on his
willpower.
<p>"Ohhh, please?" Somehow, Paris' eyes darkened still further, just an
outline of blue around the ebony-huge pupil. Turning his head forwards again,
he licked his lips, slowly outlining them with a faint gloss, enticing,
irresistible.
<P>Fishing for his earlier anger as a shield against this further lure,
Chakotay tore his gaze from that temptation and stared instead into Paris'
eyes.  Paris blinked, slowly, deliberately, then looked pointedly at
Chakotay's own mouth and back up to his eyes.
<p><i>Shit-shit-shit-shit-no!  Don't do this, Chakotay, you'll regret it so, so
much, you don't really want him seriously anyway-- ok, so </i>that<i>'s a joke right
now, but still-- just don't...</I>
<P>Summoning up his best official expression, then belatedly realising this
was exactly what Paris wanted as the man inhaled sharply, then deciding he
didn't care - he felt more in control like this - Chakotay took a calming
breath and began to put an end to this nonsense.
<P>"This won't work, Lieutenant-- <i>will you listen?!</i>"
<P>"Sorry, sir, <i>Commander</i>, but when you pull rank on me it just makes me
want to undress you with my teeth then suck you off until you come so hard you
see stars all the time I'm fucking you so hard you can't even <i>sit</i>
comfortably the next day, let alone walk - and that picture makes it a little
hard to concentrate on what else you're saying...
<P>"I'm very sorry, sir, I'm sure that's insubordinate - ignoring my
Commander - now don't you want to <i>punish</i> me a little...?"  His eyes flashed
lust and his breathing was ragged, and his composure had all but dissolved
leaving just a faint edge of the Paris he knew and hated.
<p><i>shit.  Oh spirits, oh shit</i>
<p>"As I was saying-- "
<P>"Before I interrupted you <i>so</i> rudely..."
<P>"-- we would need to talk about this before going anywhere - I don't just
sleep with members of the crew-- that was <i>not</i> pulling rank, Paris," he snapped
as the Lieutenant's face flushed with fresh desire, "I don't just sleep around
without working out the implications beforehand,"
<P>"Ohh, I <i>love</i> it when you talk technical, Commander, you make it all sound
so dirty..."
<P>"Snap out of it!"
<P>"Was that an order, Sir - I'm afraid you may have to enforce it
personally - I can be a terribly bad boy when it comes to fulfilling-- "
<P>Chakotay's hand came up of its own accord and slapped Paris hard across the
face, cutting off the rest of the words.  Eyes wide, Chakotay realised the
immediate guilt and shock was tempered with relief - now at least Paris would
talk sensible...
<P>His head, which had snapped round when the hand connected, now turned
slowly back to fix Chakotay with an intense gaze.  But instead of the fury
he'd been expecting, Paris now looked, if possible, more aroused than before.
His eyes, dark and glittering, bored seemingly straight into his mind.
<P>"Ohhh, that's right Commander, play rough with me..."
<P>Chakotay would have groaned, had he not known that response would, on no
uncertain terms, elicit details of another wild fantasy from the irrepressible
officer.
<P>Not one to learn from his mistakes, Chakotay mustered up every ounce of
rigid and overpowering control he had left, and had what he told himself was
one last try at obtaining sense from the situation.
<P>"Paris, what is the code to break the security?  I assume this "Paris6"
prevents me from leaving as well as anyone else getting in?"  He spoke
quietly, firmly.
<P>"You know, I think that information is classified - I'm not sure I'm at
liberty to release it.  Of course, you might be able to interrogate it out of
me..."
<P>Angry his reasonable tone had been ignored so completely and the last of
his control used up, Chakotay pushed the pilot away, hard, sending him
stumbling across the floor.  The Commander's sense of poetic justice was
appeased as Paris tripped on the uneven ground, and the man sprawled backward
into the black wall, finishing on the ground.  In three steps Chakotay was
standing above him, looking down arrogantly into the flushed, lust-flooded
expression of the normally collected Mr Paris.  Trying not to notice what an
incredible picture the fair man made against the black wall.  <i>No, you can't
think that, remember, this is </i>Paris<i>.</I>
<P>Who, contrary to Chakotay's expectations, didn't scramble to his feet and
push him back.  Instead he stood slowly, leant back on the wall and spread his
arms slightly in a gesture of submission.  He watched avidly, breathing rough,
as Chakotay stepped purposely towards him and placed one hand solidly on the
pilot's chest.  Pressed him back into the wall, pressing until the other man's
eyes widened a little in pain, then he held a finger in front of Paris' nose
and spoke softly.
<P>"Tom Paris.  You want to tell me the code.  In fact, you just want to say
the code, and then I shall leave, and we shall both forget this ever happened.
Deal?"
<P>Tom looked at him, no sign registering on his face that he had understood
the words, but perhaps his eyes darkened still further.  He focused on the
hand held in front of his face, then suddenly brought his head up and took the
admonishing finger in his mouth.  Looking slyly at the shocked Commander, he
proceeded to suck the finger off, stroking and teasing with his teeth and
tongue, sucking it in and out of his mouth, then finally taking it down to the
knuckle with a forceful pressure.
<P>"I don't think you could last much longer than that..." he said softly, a
challenge in his eyes, daring warring with desire.
<P>Chakotay just stared at him.
<P>He'd just given Paris the escape route of secrecy, and now was being
challenged on his stamina.
<P>And he'd watched, entranced, as the combination of Paris' perfectly cut
lips and mobile tongue had treated his finger to one of the most exciting
times of its life.
<P>And all the time with those dark, dark eyes locked onto his, the heat of
the other man within reach, his hand against Paris' chest feeling the
heartbeat through his uniform.
<p>But he couldn't give in.  If he was to succumb to this... offer, they' d
both die of shame the next day - especially after this dominance/submission
charade - and... they just <i>couldn't</i>.
<P>It would definitely spoil their working relationship <i>what working
relationship?</i> and give Paris yet another hold over him - result: chaos.
<P>He was against the wall, with a thud.
<p><i>Oh.</i>
<p>During his thoughts his grip had weakened, and suddenly his hand was jerked
aside, and he was swung round until their positions were reversed.  The wall
was very solid.
<p>And now he was wishing he'd worn bigger soles, or heels, or anything that
would have given him some more height compared to the Lieutenant.  Who hand a
hand on the wall either side of his head and a feral grin splitting his
cheeks.  He wasn't actually touching, but Chakotay's space felt utterly
invaded.
<p>"But if you've not got the strength to fulfil that fantasy I guess I'm
going take matters into my own hands...  With a slightly different sort of
fantasy..."  He spoke quietly, the earlier challenge not faded, instead
emphasising the danger now illustrated there.
<P>He forced a knee between Chakotay's thighs, pressing his heated groin
against the older man's, effectively pinning him up against the wall, true
captive.
<P>"Why Commander, I never guessed <i>this</i> approach would be the one to get you
going..." he purred, as the total contact revealed the arousal Chakotay'd been
trying to hide, even from himself.
<P>"It's not.  I-- " he growled, cut off as Paris forced his mouth down on his
captive's.  As hands materialised on either side of his head, Chakotay's pride
joined together with his fast-dispersing reluctance to try one final show of
defiance.  He tightened his lips shut.
<P>But as he encountered the barrier Paris simply growled softly, almost in
approval, and rubbed gently against his solid cock.  As Chakotay's mouth
opened in an involuntary moan, the taller man got his way.  Tongue sliding hot
between his teeth, plundering his mouth with a vengeance that sent shivers
through him, Chakotay was kissed by Tom Paris.  Dominated.  Subdued.
Subjugated.  And that insult, along with the fact his dispersing reluctance
had dispersed, was enough to spur himself into action.
<P>Putting both hands flat on Paris' chest, he poured all the force had left
into sending him flying backwards, again, stumbling, onto the floor.  Then he
knelt over him and returned the teeth clashing onslaught, retaliating hard.
<P>The resistance he was distantly expecting at the invasion never
materialised.  Instead his tongue was sucked eagerly into the other man's
mouth, accepted and stroked over in a kiss that soon resembled Paris' best
piloting - fast, and intense, and the type that leaves onlookers gaping.
<P>But Chakotay didn't want to lose his advantage by getting so caught up he
forgot himself and let Paris re-take the lead.  So when he found Tom had sat
up, he decided it was his duty to see the slight was temporary.
<P>Paris moaned beautifully, Chakotay discovered when he pulled back.  And
collapsed beautifully when Chakotay pushed his shoulders to the ground and
moved himself on top.  Sitting astride the pilot, he proceeded to remove all
the layers of fabric preventing him from touching that invitingly pale torso.
<P>Paris moaned again.  This was because Chakotay, after admiring the contrast
of his dark hand against the other's white chest, had run his fingers lightly
over that same skin, just brushing the instantly tightened nipples.
<P>It sounded wonderful, and Chakotay was perceptive enough to immediately
notice why he'd been treated to the aural delight.   So, knowing a bad
weakness when he saw one, he returned to the sensitive point.  He was not
disappointed - in response to the teasing strokes Tom emitted a line of
dialogue composed of variations on "nyouh<i>ooh</i>aa..."
<P>Turned on and interested in the completely-helpless side of Paris, Chakotay
leant down and took one of the tiny stiff peaks into his mouth.  He felt the
resulting moan in vibrations before it reached his ears, tasted the thin film
of salt-musk that sprang to the surface when he sucked, swirling his tongue
around the skin, almost moaning himself when he drew away and Paris' back
arched to follow his mouth.
<P>"<i>Please,</i>" Paris gasped, as he went down on the other pink nub, which
evoked a fleeting sympathy, a moment's affection and a sudden flood of blood
away from the brain...  But Chakotay took mercy on him, and ceased teasing the
sensitive points, instead tracing wet patterns down the lightly furred chest,
sliding his body down and trying not to put too much of the tempting friction
on his still-enclosed cock, pausing briefly to tongue his navel, then
continued his journey.  When he encountered the waistband of Paris' trousers
he stopped again, fingers fumbling a little in haste, before the fastenings
agreed to his manipulations and the clothing was dragged away.
<P>"Ahh, Chakotaaa, please, oh, please-- "  He suspected Paris had realised his
ultimate destination.
<P>He continued South, then as his cheek touched hot, firm proof of arousal he
sat up to check how he was being received the other end.  And realised he was
being received quite well.
<P>Paris had his head flung back, lip slightly parted, the exposed vein in his
neck fluttering fast, breathing following the same pattern.
<P>A moment later Paris raised his head, and fixed him with a glare that was
probably threatening when the glaring party was more composed.
<P>"Don't stop," he pleaded, abandoning the threatening stance as he  realised
it wasn't... plausible, his voice so husky with desire, "go on, please, go on
go on, suck me, su-- <i>ohgodsohgodsohgods</i>!" he continued, as Chakotay obeyed the
first part of the command by lowering his head again.
<P>He soon realised that even deep-throating he couldn't take him all the way
down, but in his experience it wasn't as satisfying all concentrated on the
glans, so he drew back momentarily, grinning at the indignant moan, and licked
his palm.  Then he settled it lightly round the base, fingers curling round to
touch his thumb, little finger idly stroking the sacs beneath.
<P>"Ahhhohgodsohgodsyes, godsyes-- "
<P>He bent again, tongue delicately collecting the bead of moisture on the
tip, relishing the pervading taste and ensuing moan, then taking in the entire
head and swirling his tongue round the soft skin, concurrently firming his
hand and stroking the hard length left unconsumed.
<P>"-- oh yes, oh <i>gods</i> baby yes, oh suck me, Chakotay, don't stop,  oh <i>gods</i>
don't stop-- "
<P>Chakotay recognised the fine trembling starting in the other man's thigh
with his less-active hand as a sign Paris was on the edge, and hearing the
pitch in the frantic chanting heightening confirmed his thoughts.
<P>He took a fast deep breath, then deep-throated the hard cock hot at his
lips, sucking hard, and-- without thinking-- inserted his fingertip into the tight
ass-hole-- "oh gods, oh gods yes, yes, yes, yes, <i>gods!</i>..."-- and then he was
swallowing the thick hot taste of the man below him, hearing the ecstatic
chant reach its peak and was thankful this holodeck was soundproof.
<P>He collected all the final drops with a few long licks, then stood up.
<p><i>It's been a while,  but you don't seem to have lost your touch</i> he
congratulated himself, surveying the exhausted man below him.  <i>Spirits, but
he's gorgeous... um.</i>  He realised this picture of Sprawled Paris would be
accompanying DIY orgasms for some time to come, but he reluctantly discarded
the idea of asking Paris to suck him off in return.  <i>Tempting, but
impossible.  He's got what he wanted, or what he <i>said</i> he wanted, and there's
no way he'd do anything but tease me now.  He's back in control-- pity the same
couldn't be said  for me...</i> He slid his hand down, realising with a sinking
heart the bulge in his uniform was far too conspicuous to walk back to his
quarters with.  <i>Oh god.  Jerking off in front of Paris - he's going to love
reminding me of this!</i>  But his hope that the dismal thoughts would allow him
to control the problem was unfounded - if anything, the prospect of danger
made him harder.
<P>He undid the front of his pants and slid his hand around his cock.  Despite
his wish to be as discrete as possible, the first touch of a firm hand to his
aching erection brought forth an involuntary moan.  Paris opened his eyes.
<P>"That was in<i>cred</i>ible," he breathed, then noticed Chakotay, frozen with a
hand against his crotch.  "What are you doing?" he asked, confusion tingeing
his languorous expression.
<P>"Well, you <i>have</i> sort of left me with a problem, here." Chakotay said,
withdrawing his hand to indicate, trying not to be embarrassed, bracing
himself against the imminent ridicule.
<P>Paris raised himself onto his elbows, seemingly unconcerned by his nudity.
His eyes swept down Chakotay's body, resting appreciatively on the straining
cock protruding from the slightly rumpled uniform before returning to his
face.
<P>"And that's a <i>problem</i>, Commander?" he purred, eyebrows raised.  Before
Chakotay could answer, he continued, grinning,  "looks hard enough to me..."
<P>"Hard enough for what?!" he exclaimed, unable to believe he was having this
conversation, refusing to hope where it might be heading.  Paris seemed to
have no such restraint.
<P>"To fuck me, of course," he replied blithely, as if propositioning his CO
was the most natural and daily thing in the world.  But he must have noticed
Chakotay's shocked expression, because his next words sounded slightly
concerned
<P>"-- you <i>were</i> planning on taking me, weren't you?"
<P>"Well... no, actually, I wasn't," he answered honestly, wishing the pilot's
words hadn't bypassed his head and gone straight to his cock, making coherent
conversation somewhat harder.
<P>"Why not?"
<P>"Well-- "
<P>"Would you if I begged?" Paris asked, his voice dropping seductively,
sending another jolt of desire through Chakotay, who gulped.
<P>"Um."
<P>"You look as if you might like the idea," he observed, grinning and
flashing his eyebrows suggestively, before suddenly looking serious, rising
gracefully to his knees and looking slyly up through lowered lashes.
<P>Seeing the ever-cocky lieutenant in such a submissive pose temporarily
removed Chakotay's ability to speak, and when his brain finally found words
his voice-box anointed them with a husky overtone.
<P>"Are you... Are you sure about this?  I don't want to be watching my back
for the next seventy years for a bloodthirsty Paris because tomorrow you
decided I'd taken advantage of you..."  He was a little disturbed that
although his mind was concerned by the idea, his cock really didn't care and
just wanted in.
<P>Paris stood, placing a decisive finger across Chakotay's lips.
<P>"Computer simulate lubricant" he whispered, pressing the resulting tube in
Chakotay's hand, then he lowered his finger and replaced it with his lips.
<P>"I want-- I <i>need</i> you inside me..." he gasped a few minutes later, fingers
wrestling uselessly with the fastenings of the uniform, ceasing as Chakotay's
hands covered his, moving them gently away.
<P>"Wha-- ?"  Chakotay cut off his protest with a second kiss, enjoying the way
the man immediately stopped talking and melted into the connection.  He
detached his fingers and one-handed unlocked his uniform, the other hand
dropping the tube and tangling in the pilot's hair.  Eventually he stepped
back, breathing heavily.
<P>"My fingers are... slightly... faster right now," he murmured, as he
disposed of the fabric, "something about knowing the territory..."  He planted
small, biting kisses along Paris' jawline, smiling into them as he heard the
moans they evoked.
<P>"Well here's some-- <i>ahh</i>-- newer territory for them-- <i>ahh</i>, do that again-- to
explore-- "  Chakotay reclaimed his mouth, unwilling to let a battle of words
distract from his basic directive.
<P>Sinking to the ground, Paris disengaged suddenly and reached under himself.
He held up the lube, fixing Chakotay with a teasing frown.
<P>"I thought I gave you this once already."  The effect was spoiled by a gasp
as Chakotay, grinning evilly, flicked roughly at his nipple before relieving
him of both lube and speech during a kiss that left the pilot pinned on his
back, flushed and breathless.
<P>"Your fingers learn new places <i>fast</i>" he growled appreciatively.
<P>"Wow, you managed a whole sentence-- " Chakotay congratulated, deciding that
was <i>not</i> an ability Paris needed now, and he should put a stop to it.  At
least, these were the ideas behind his thoughts.  His thoughts themselves were
more like <i>oh-gods-he-looks-so-good-I-want-him-so-much...</i>
<P>He opened the tube with one hand and liberally anointed the other, then
stroked down the crack of Paris' ass, pressing close to the puckered skin.
Paris moaned, then moved to turn over.
<P>"No."
<P>"What?"
<P>Chakotay took a deep breath and spoke softly.  "I want to watch you beneath
me.  I want to watch you being fucked by me, I want to watch you as you see
it's me doing this to you, and I want to watch you when you come."  He fixed
the pilot with an intense stare, wondering how that would go down.  Paris'
eyes widened, darkened, glittered.
<P>"Oh fuck, oh <i>gods</i> Chakotay, this is so good, so much more than I-- <i>ah</i>
more, please more..." he moaned as Chakotay interrupted smoothly, by slipping
a finger inside him.
<P>Gritting his teeth against the thought of how good this tight heat would
feel against his aching cock, Chakotay gradually added a second finger, then a
third, sliding past the taut muscle again and again until it relaxed.
<P>Which was the opposite of Paris; the man was panting, begging in gasps
moans and making Chakotay's control a very hard veneer to sustain.
<P>Eventually Chakotay decided the loosened muscle was ready to take him, and
removed his fingers, drinking up the indignant protest as he did so, and
smoothed the remaining gel onto his cock, pausing instantly as his own touch
threatened to take him past the unwelcome point of no return.
<P>"Please please, hurry, take me, fuck me, please, ohgods please, now, now
yes now-- " Paris moaned blithely, submitting willingly as Chakotay manoeuvred
his legs onto his shoulders, positioning himself at the entrance to his body,
using the last of his stretched control to resist thrusting down hard.
<P>He pressed forwards, easing himself inside, a moan escaping his teeth as
the passage enveloped him, the heat shooting through his body, "Spirits you're
so tight...!" he breathed, vaguely hearing the babble of pleas and moans Paris
was voicing beneath him.
<P>When he was almost completely sheathed he pulled half out again, the smooth
hot friction  driving him almost exquisitely insane, before Paris put a stop
to the slow pace by tightening his legs around Chakotay's shoulders,
accompanying his clumsy message with a hissed "<i>harder</i>, I can take it-- oh
<i>yes!</i>" as Chakotay finally drove home.  And that felt so good he had to do it
again.
<P>The heat built in waves through his body, each thrust sending a white fire
of pleasure through him and pushing him closer to coming, his moans taking on
a keener edge,
<P> "Ahh, Gods-- "
<P>"Oh yes, oh harder, harder, give it to me, faster, more, oh, oh yes, yes,
more-- "
<P>His eyes caught Paris' dark blue ones, and the heat he saw there almost
sent him over the edge, he was so close, so he reached between them and found
Paris' cock, solid again, and pumped it to the same rhythm as his slammed into
his body, tightening suddenly to send him over.
<P>"-- oh fuck, oh yes, oh gods, ohgods-fuck-yes, yes Cha,  <i>yes!</i>"  Paris shot
fresh come violently between them, hot on both panting chests, as his
contractions triggered Chakotay's own orgasm.
<P>The white heat exploded behind his eyes and he cried out, pleasure coursing
through his body in an ecstatic fire, burning and consuming as he rammed down,
filling the man beneath again and again until, spent, he collapsed heavily
onto the sticky man below.  He had just enough prescience of mind to roll
over, withdrawing, allowing Paris to breath freely, before slipping into an
exhausted sleep on the slightly spongy floor.
<P> <CENTER>*****</CENTER>
<P>Chakotay woke, and discovered his arm had something heavy on it.  Then he
realised that something was a sleeping Lieutenant Paris.  <i>Oh...</i>
<P>He watched the man, looking so peaceful compared to when he was...
conscious, and smiled gently.
<P>He felt empty.  It had been some time before his last meal.  But he didn't
want to move.
<P>Then, suddenly realising his captured arm was in danger of losing all
feeling, Chakotay strove to release it without waking the other man.  And
failed, miserably.  Though he wasn't miserable for long - the sight of Paris
waking up and stretching luxuriously, then seeing the surprise in his eyes as
he realised who he was wound around fading into a deliciously lusty grin, was
well worth any momentary guilt at rousing him.
<P>"So do you still want me to unlock the door?" Paris asked teasingly,
trailing one finger up Chakotay's arm.  He looked far too smug for his own
good.  Chakotay gently removed the hand that had settled on his shoulder and
sat up.
<P>"If you would, Paris."  He kept his voice flat, refusing to melt at the
shocked hurt and disappointment that shone unguarded through the other man's
eyes at the brutal tone.  But a previously unnoticed tension dispersed he
realised this hadn't just been another power game.
<P>"Computer, disengage privacy Paris6," the other said, equally
expressionless.
<P>"Computer, engage privacy lock Chakotay1," rolling over suddenly and
trapping the startled man beneath him.  He leaned down until they were nose to
nose and whispered, "now I've got <i>you</i> at <i>my</i> mercy.  You can't leave until
I let you, <i>Lieutenant</i>."
<P>Paris' startled expression was probably still there.  But it was drowned
out by the fiery desire his words seemed to have ignited, and if Chakotay
still had any doubts the jump at groin-level would have reassured him.
<P>"Did you just pull rank on me, <i>Commander</i>?" he hissed into Chakotay's fast
descending mouth.
<P>Chakotay kissed him viciously before disengaging, breathing more roughly than a
couple of minutes earlier, all thought of food vanished under a more demanding
hunger.
<P>"Oh yes, <i>Lieutenant</i>, I've decided you really need a lesson in ship-board
discipline.  And as your Commanding Officer, I think I'm the right person to
give it to you."
<P>"Oh, yes <i>sir</i>..." </p>

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<p><a href="http://anhedonia.slashcity.net/calico/">or not</a>. &ltg&gt;
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