|Yes, there is a SERIOUS warning. This story is rated NR for bad, bad things. Don't come whining to me later on.|
|Kind Of Perfect|
|"You're cold. But I guess you're used to it,
huh? Having lived up in the Territories and all. Still, I'm
kinda cold too, so let me-" He sprawled across the
pale body, rubbing his hands over the bare skin that he could
reach. "There," when he felt the faint glow of warmth,
resting his hands under his chin, balanced there on Fraser's
chest. Just enjoyed the view, dark lashes resting on
smooth cheeks, lips parted slightly. Fraser reminded him of a big
napping snow leopard.
"I was afraid to come here tonight. Terrified that nothing would go right and I wouldn't be able to say the words. But, it was good that you didn't talk back. That made it easier. You always know exactly what to say, so I guess it only stands to reason that you'd know what not to say." Ray stretched out a hand and swept his thumb across a closed eye, feeling the tickle of Fraser's lashes. He pressed gently, as if asking Fraser to keep his eyes closed, freeing him from the weight of that blue gaze. Allowing him to say anything.
"I love you, ya know? I mean, I wanted to tell ya that for the longest time, but I was afraid. Nothing good ever comes from me lovin' someone and I didn't want to ruin us. Guess it doesn't matter now, though, right? Cause I'm here and you're here and we're together, finally. God, I'm babbling. Sorry. I'm just... nervous. Morning after jitters. I just wish... Nevermind." Another thumb brush, this time over the black arched brow.
"It's okay, you know, that you loved Vecchio first. I don't mind. Sometimes, I can tell it bothers you, but it doesn't have to. Cause you're with me now and I know you would never ever lie to me. To either of us. You're better than that. Better than me and better than him. Doesn't matter anyway. Cause we're together."
Ray's voice trailed off and they lay there for several
minutes; Fraser quiescent under Ray's gaze and Ray simply
studying the relaxed face.
He came again, pushing wantonly into Fraser's belly, shivering
and gasping his delight into the open mouth beneath his.
They lay quietly after that, Ray still sprawled across Fraser,
relishing the slight stickiness between their bellies.
Content with the picture they made. His murmured endearments fell
against chilly flesh as he told Fraser how much he loved him over
and over. Until his tongue no longer recognized the words
and he slipped into sleep.
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