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<span class="title">ambivalent</span><span class="titleLight"><em>pleasures</em></span><BR>
<span class="byline">slash fiction by Julad</span><BR>

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<p><b><a href="http://www.yearningvoid.net/stories/julad/000015.html">Shack #66 (HP)</a></b> <br>
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